Jan 5, 2012

I refuse to feel

I refuse to let myself feel like shit when you're beginning to subtly ignoring me.

I don't assume that you love me because it's not true. Yes, you like me for some reasons, but no more than that. Not like what I feel.

So I refuse to feel like shit when you don't treat me the way that I want you to treat me, because:

A) it's fucking selfish of me
B) you don't know how I feel
C) it's time to let all of these feelings I have for you, go.

It's going to be a struggle, I know this but I have to try not to get emotionally attached to you anymore.

And the first step is to refuse to let myself feel like shit.

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