Aku tau kenapa Abah tanya soalan bila nak kahwin, who's your boyfriend bagai.
Pasal aku sorang je anak yang dia ada and I know, as a father, he only wants what's best for his daughter. So, I assume (this assumption is prolly true) that he's afraid that I will be alone for the rest of my life and I won't get married and become andartu.
The thing is, I don't feel like getting married now. I wanna get married but now is seriously not the right time.
Marriage is not my main priority even if I'm 25. I just wanna finish up my course works and thesis and get a job and just travel.
I'm stressing out and I feel so pressured and I asked Mak, "do you guys really want me to get married now?"
And she replied, "No we're not. Abah just want to stress that you're 25 and you should know how to make a decision. Weight the pros and cons. We don't want you to regret things in the future."
The thing is, Abah's younger sister whom I called Mak Teh, is not married up until now because she felt that guy was underneath her and when she felt that she wanted to be with him, it was already too late. He got married with another person.
Abah feels like I don't have any experience dealing with the ways of the world but I had my fair shares. I've learned lessons the hardest ways.
The main thing here is not that I will feel someone is not worthy of my time. The main thing here is that, someone, this guy that I love will think of me as not up to his standard.
I just don't want to think about it right now. I am in love with this guy but the timing is not perfect for me to tell him.
But it's not the right time for me to be thinking of marriage.
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1 comment(s):
i like this post.
lagi2 part ni "Abah feels like I don't have any experience dealing with the ways of the world but I had my fair shares. I've learned lessons the hardest ways. "
sebab aku bukan jenis bercerita semua ape aku ada and what ive been thru...dgn parent.
xpe babe.the time will come.semua org ada masa masing2.
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