just passing times

1. Who are you? Names, nationalities, and virtually any other socially-defined attributes do not count. Deep down, who are you?
A fucked up 25 years old girl/woman with a penchant to care too much about people that she loves and has a solid relationship with food and always booty-calls exercise whenever she needs some pick-me-up. Always feels like she’s going to end up alone with everyone abandoning her. Secretly feels like she has a big heart but can be a nasty bitch if the needs to be arose.

2. Why my last relationship ended.
Well, I was 21 and he basically used me for my money and I thought, wow, Alia, you stupid girl. End the fucking relationship now. So I end it. End of story.

3. How I’d spend ten thousand bucks.
I don’t know. Invest half of it and another half I’m gonna splurge on myself and my parents.

4. What I want to be when I get older.
Well I am older now, but I’m only half-way of what I want to be. Guess, I just want to finish up my master degree with stellar result and score a good paying teaching job. Move to New York, work there, live there. Publish collection of short stories. Get married perhaps, have babies. Make my parents proud.

5. Favourite place to shop at.
I don’t have any actually.

6. If you had to spend a day not using any technology, what would you do?
Reading, most def.

7. Favourite song of the moment.
Rivers by Kankouran.

8. Concerts I’ve been to.
My Chemical Romance sahajork.

9. Last Awkward situation you were in
Accidentally grazed this girl’s big boobs because she was crowding me in order to get her food.

10. Favourite football club.
Kedah FA. LOL. Okay, tadak pun actually.

11. What’s your sign?
The archer.

12. Future names of your children.
Sarah, Fawwaz, Nasyrah and Najmi.

13. What is your favourite flower?
I love roses, I guess.

14. What is your relationship status?
Single, and hoping.

15. A book you want to read/have recently read.
THE PEACH KEEPER by Sarah Addison Allen. MUST HAVE IT IN MY COLLECTION.

16. What do you want to major in?
English literature. Oh wait, done that already.

17. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Urm, no. 18 is too young.

18. Your reflection in the mirror
Lioness-esque hair, stressed out face, designer eye-bags, cute as hell.

19. Things you like and dislike about yourself.
I dislike the fact that I am a big procrastinator. I like the fact that I can work under pressure. I dislike the fact that I care too much. I like the fact that I care. I dislike the fact that I always put him before me. I like the fact that I don’t regret it.

20. Who are you looking forward to seeing.
My parents :)

21. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with.
Juliette Regata ku sayang.

22. Weird things you do when you're alone.
Talk to myself probably.

23. Are you an organized person?
No, I am not.

24. Your opinion on cheating on people
People who cheats should be castrated and people who gives chances after chances after chances to those who cheats are just plain fucking stupid.

25. When was the last time you were nervous?
Last night.

26. Do you consider yourself to be lazy?
I am a lazy mofo.

27. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be?
22 years old.

28. What is your favourite form of exercise?
I don’t usually exercise much but when I do, I love to brisk walk and cycling.

29. At what age did you become an adult?
21 years old.

30. 5 things you want/ need to buy.
a. Unifi
b. Book shelves
c. Books
d. Hard disk
e. Bold 5